I'll Miss You More Than Anything. Ever.

Hey guys, this post is entirely for the girl I love. So please, dont mind if I've been a little off in it and if I haven't paid attention to any of you.

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Can you believe it? How everything happened and turned out so perfect, yet now you have to go? I cant either. I was in denial for the past few weeks. It hit me today. When I realized I was seeing you for the last time before you go. Hopefully not forever.

You know I wont leave you right? I hope you do. After all that we've been through. After all that has happened. I cant. Even if I tried I wont be able to. Its just not possible. You've changed my life. And I know I've changed yours too. It was never meant to be, really. But its funny how it completely turned itself around, and now its anything but 'not meant to be'. Yeah, all of this may sound a little cliched. But I dont care because I cant think straight right now. The thought of you 'going away forever' has been torturing me ever since I knew. And now its right in my face.

I FINALLY found someone who I KNOW I can go a long way with. But now she has to go away. Why? This is so unfair. Very unfair.

Ofcourse we can make this work. Ofcourse we can! Its the same country. Its not like you're going to the other end of the world. Even then I guess we could. I just dont want you away from me. I'm so used to being around you. Your aura, I love it. I love your sweet scent. Your touch. Those are the things without which I'll feel incomplete.

Technology has moved so forward now, I can see you through my Tab. While walking around at home! But its the fact that I wont be able to hug you. Or hold you or tickle you to make you laugh haha...

I love you and everything about you and nothing can change that. No person, thing or place can. No distance can. I'll always be with you. <3





I know today was 'apparently' the last time we met in Karachi. But lets not call it that. Lets be optimistic. I'll see you again. I know I will. Somehow I'll come to you or you'll come to me. Just never give up on me. I'll miss your amazing smile. That face you make when we look at each other, its so cute! I'll miss it. All of it. So much.

People say long-distance never works out. But I think its time to prove them wrong. What we have. Its special. And oh God. All the stuff you made for me. NOBODY has ever done so much. You have no idea how special you make me feel. You made me cards and a 100 page BOOK! I cant believe it.

Your amazing stuffff:

I loved this card. To bits and pieces.

















The card you made for our 5th month. <3
And the stuff you gave meee <3

The book you made for me. I have no words for this. So much effort. Wow.



Our amazing Photobooth session! <3

I'll keep all of this forever and everrrrrrrrrrrr! And I hope you liked what I made for you too, it was the best I could do. <3 :*

I will never forget all the memories. They're printed in the back of my mind and will always stay there. Best days of my life I've had. With you and only with you.

Love you forever. <3

I am officially a SHARK!

By looking at the title of this post many of you can probably guess that I got into Nixor College! Yes, I'm officially a Shark. Couldn't be happier! Plus, I got in on a scholarship *huge smile*. Anyway, there's a lot of catching up to do, isn't there? Im blogging after nearly a month. Didn't get time during Ramadan, and Eid, but I hope all of you had a great Ramadan and Eid! Because I know I did. 'Twas awesome!

Well, the first and most important day that came since I blogged was 13th August, 2012. Yes, the day many call Judgement day. I was rather excited though, but scared at the same time. Though the fact that it was THE DAY that decides our future, didn't hit me yet. I only realized how important, serious and how nail-biting the situation was when I actually got to my school.

I was anxiously waiting, but when my principal finally told me the result, I was filled with joy. My principal told me that I got 11 straight As, out of which 6 were A*s. I got the highest grades overall in my whole school! :D I was quite happy.

Funny and unexpected part is, my name was all over in Karachi. I came in the news paper on 19th August, in Dawn. My name was also on billboards! It was surprising when my friends told me that they saw my name  on billboards and in the newspaper. 

So after results, it was time to make one of the most important decisions in my life. I had to pick which college I had to go to. I applied to Nixor College and was offered a scholarship, based on the grades. Many people told me to go to KGS. But I didnt because the majority of the people I know take tuitions at KGS. Im the kind of person who never takes tuitions. I mean, whats the point? You pay so much tuition fee at school, and being a good student, you end up taking tuitions yourself? Why not just do everything privately then? At Nixor, students aren't allowed to take tuitions in the first place. And without tuitions, they still end up getting really good grades. Nixor is a world of its own, a place where you can be social and participate in every extra-curricular without being afraid of losing time to study. Thats the kind of school I want and the kind of school I like. So I went for it, and now, I'm officially a SHARK! :D



Just yesterday I went to the Meet and Greet event. It was awesome! The atmosphere was great and everyone was very friendly!

Anyway, its nice to post here again and I'm glad I'm a Shark!

Take care people!

Time flies...

Whoa, Summer is almost over... Its almost August. Results are on the 13th, and it seems like its just around the corner. And maybe I'm scared, or maybe I dont feel it. Or maybe I'm trying to hard to not be scared so I can't feel it.Whatever it is, I hope it goes okay.And I JUST got used to the summer, it just flew by like it was nothing.



Time really does fly, and I believe its not just when you’re having fun, its also when you’re REALLY busy throughout, and when you’re drowned in errands and tasks to complete, whether they’re enjoying or not. Its just like when we’re in an exam that involves a lot of writing, and there’s a LOT of allotted time. We dont realize, and suddenly, 5 minutes are left. Ofcourse, the exam wouldn’t particularly be enjoying, but it would require a lot of attention, concentration and work.



I just hope this year wouldn’t be as busy, strenuous, and tense as the previous one… I want this year to be relaxing, and lucky for me. I hope I do well on my O’ Levels, and live with satisfaction through this year… I hope A Levels go well too and the new college I'd be in, no matter which one (thought I really do hope I get into the one i want). I don't want anything special, anything but disappointment.

Ramadan Kareem!

Hello everyone! It is finally that time of year again when we all become good boys and good girls. No parties, music, movies, bad language or anything that us teenagers have the tendency of doing. Well, for at least a month. Then, sadly we'd all be back to our normal routines where all of that is included. Haww.



Yesterday being the first day of Ramadan, it wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. Especially because its the summer and the heat can be excruciating. But it went quite well, Alhamdulillah. And like last year, I plan to finish the Quran! Also, the best part about this year is that I dont have school in Ramadan! Isn't that awesome? Since I'm going to start A levels now, colleges open after Eid! So, waking up at 2 in the afternoon after Sehri? Hell yes.

Anyway, Ramadan Mubarak to all of you! Have a happy, holy month and enjoy the amazing delights of Iftaari that we never have for the rest of the year, haha!

The New Spidey: Better or Worse? And Something Completely Irrelevant.

Hey guys! So, as you can see from the title, you'll probably presume that I have watched the new Spiderman movie, The Amazing Spiderman. Recently I've seen loads of people argue about the fact that Andrew Garfield was better or Tobey Maguire was better and blaaah blaaah blaah. So I decided to give my view. Most of the people who have said that Andrew Garfield was better, were girls that were infatuated by the apparent heartthrob, Andy Garfield. And ofcourse, the classic and loyal fans of the Spiderman Trilogy will continue to support Mr. Tobey. As a neutral watcher of all of the four movies, I'd have to give it to Mr. Garfield. Yes, his acting was superb. He presented the idea of a 'geek' excellently, being so nervous each time he spoke to his crush, Gwen Stacy (Emma Stone). Just his overall representation of Spiderman was very similar to the good old comics and the cartoons. No doubt, Tobey Maguire was great as well, but Andy did a fantastic job as the new Spidey.





And in terms of the movie, I really enjoyed it. That too, in 3D. The action scenes, the Lizard Man, everything   impressed me and exceeded my expectations. I really thought that it would be an average movie since the whole cast was replaced. But I was really impressed.





Anyway, for all those who havent watched it, I suggest you do asap! You'll have a heck of a time, trust me.



Well, now its time for the 'Something Completely Irrelevant' part of the post.

Have any of you guys EVER traveled in a public bus? It is a HECK of an experience. I nearly died had a heart attack the first time. Its crazy! I wanted to try it for the heck of it. Guys seriously have to JUMP onto the bus to get on. It doesn't stop. It just slows down and you have to literally run after it and JUMP on it. And sometimes, its SO crowded. People have to freaking climb the bus and sit on the roof, its hilarious! And  SO, SO dangerous!



Haha, it was a lot of fun. And its the same case while getting off. You have to jump off like some sort of stuntman in an action scene from a movie. Ok maybe thats an exaggeration, but you DO have to jump off a moving vehicle! And the people on the bus, they are usually ones who are manual labourers or are looking for cheap transport, so they really STARE at people like me, dressed in western clothes. And something hilarious happened with me as well.




I was standing at the exit of the bus, where I was getting ready to jump off as it slows down. I had my headphones plugged into my phone, and my phone was in my pocket. As soon as the bus slowed down, I felt a slight tug on the wire coming out of my pocket. I quickly turned and looked at it, and I saw a random hand grabbing the wire. I honestly was confused, and realized it was a pick-pocket! So I looked up, but the person, as cunning as a fox, quickly took back his hand immediately, and I couldn't recognize the thief. The bus was SO crowded, it could've been anyone's hand. So I just jumped off quickly, and checked my pockets. Thank God, nothing was missing.


Just LOOK at that! Those people climbing the bus, they're climbing it while its MOVING. Oh how I love my country and its people, haha.

What an experience, honestly.

Solitude.

Sometimes, people complain about how lonely they feel. Or how alone they are in life, and that they have no one to socialize with or to interact with.Well, yeah I do agree that it kind of sucks at times. When I moved here, I was like any new guy would be. I didn't have friends, I didn't know anyone and I had no social life. I hated it. But the only thing that helped me survive before I made friends, were my TRUE friends. Books, the internet, movies, video games and TV. Yes. My true friends. Things that never leave me ( thank God for that).

In two years time, things got back to normal. I went to school, started making friends from everywhere and I got back to the busy life schedule that I had. Only then, I truly realized the amazing feeling of solitude. Being alone isn't always so bad, I mean only if you know that you're not friendless, but yeah, being alone can be really great.

Firstly, its SO relaxing. Simply lying there on your bed or on the sofa, listening to your favourite music and relaxing your muscles feels awesome. Its like, one of my favourite things to do. I dont know about everyone else, but try it. Just clear your mind once, and lie down, listen to music and just relaaaax. It relieves mental stress, tension and anxiety as well.

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Also, reading is one of the few awesome parts of solitude. Im guessing that most people who blog, and read blogs also read novels. Being alone, and reading an awesome novel is a LOT of fun. Especially novels like Harry Potter. I remember before when I read The Deathly Hallows, I used to be SO indulged in it that an actual illustration would play in my head as I'd read the book, and I would be completely isolated from whatever was around me. I wouldn't even be able to hear my parents call me. It was SO intriguing.



And all the other stuff too, surfing the internet and watching all the random and funny videos on Youtube, watching movies, watching TV, doing all of these things alone can sometimes be MUCH more fun rather than doing them with friends. Its because you can do as you please, and you feel relaxed about not having any commitments (this only works if you're on vacation, haha).

Also, praying can really calm your mind. And doing it alone. Asking God for what you want, and praying to Him makes you feel very relaxed as well.

So yeah, being alone isn't as bad as they all say. You just need to embrace what you have and learn to use it for your own good, and it usually turns out to be quite awesome.



So true.

The Best Day Of My Life? Probably.

You know, its not about where you spend your day or how you spend it. Its about who you spend it with. Whether it may be with yourself (alone time), with your friends, your family, or your lovers, thats what matters. Who you spend it with.

Last Thursday, what would've seemed like a mediocre 'time out with friends' ended up being the best day of my life. Probably.

We didn't do much, other than hang out. It was just a few friends, and someone that was more than a friend. Yes people, since you wanted me to blog more about that special someone, and since I mentioned earlier that I will be seeing her more often, she came too. And she was the one who made my day. Well, she makes my day everyday. So nothing big there. But something was special about last Thursday. Something that words simply cant describe. Or maybe my vocabulary isn't as capacious for me to explain. But it was a day I probably wont forget.

She's so beautiful, you know? I mean, not just physically. As a person. She's a beautiful person. The extent that someone would go to just because they care about someone is limited, or so I thought it was. And I can't even begin to be thankful that I met her. Because it wouldn't be enough.

Anyway, we were supposed to go out to Cinnabon. I love their cinnamon rolls. Ever tried them? If not, PLEASE do. Its in Dolmen City, Clifton. You should try it asap!



Looks delicious, doesn't it? I love this stuff. Anyway, I got there a bit earlier, and waited. I was looking down from the first floor, and I finally saw her arrive. And my oh my, did she make my jaw drop. I was flabbergasted.

Anyway, I said my hello's and hi's to my friends, and we proceeded to Cinnabon. We had great laughs, and enjoyed every bit of it. We then walked around the mall, acted foolish and went into Hyperstar. There, some of my friends wanted to try the food (for some odd reason, haha).

After having a good time at Dolmen, we went to get some fresh air. Yes. We went to Hilal Park. Now here is where we got kind of retarded. We started playing truth or dare, and dared eachother ridiculous things. We dared two girls to give flowers to two random guys. It was hilarious, haha. And we dared a guy to hug a random child, and that little kid started crying when he approached him! It was so funny. He probably thought that he would be kidnapped.

Well, then we said our goodbyes, and eventually went home. But it was a great day, a great way to start the forever-awaited-summer.