Wednesday, 12 October 2011

Its Happening. Again.

Something is wrong with me. Or is it really right to say that its wrong? I dont know. Maybe something is happening, something thats finally right after so long. I dont know. I cant describe how I feel. I wish I could. This is why I blog. Or write. Or whatever. To express out how I feel, but in this case, its extremely difficult. I have no idea how to put into words, the feeling that I am currently experiencing. Its like... everything, EVERYTHING is more enjoyable. More fun. More exciting. I look forward to everything now, take interest in everything now, and im guessing its because of that one person. I dont know how she's doing this. I dont know how she's making this change in me... But.

I kind of like it.

Sleepless nights, loss of appetite, loss of concentration on anything besides her, yes many would say cliched, but EXTREMELY true.

Do I get butterflies when Im next to you? Yes. Do I feel like constantly jumping and letting out all the energy when you're next to me? Yes. Do I miss her if I havent spoken to her for over an hour? Yes.

I never really liked things that were extremely cliched. But unfortunately, most of the cliches are reality. Unavoidable.

Im getting impatient. Extremely impatient. Still haven't expressed myself completely to her. Just waiting. Waiting for the right moment. Im waiting for when she's ready. Or maybe for when I'm ready. But when the time's right, I know im going to do it. I know im going to look right into her eyes, and say it. Ive been waiting for the opportunity that has been a little hard to grasp lately. But when I do get it, I will tell her. I'll look at her square into the eyes and tell her.

I <3 You.